i'm not sure you know
that everybody hates you
i can tell you this
it's certainly no secret
we wish you'd just done it then

knew at the time; left
something wonderful behind
-my Winter Solstice
began; deserved yet doleful
when will this darkness abate?

a seed of magic
planted, watered; I waited
bathed it in sunlight
yet nothing breaks the surface
grows not by my love alone

surrounded by fog
wading through, it weighs me down
absorbing sun, yet
I'm unable to see the
light, I continue to drown